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I don't know if I should say anything seeing as this could not only ruin now, but could also ruin my future.
Cryptic, I know. I just don't want to outright say anything because apparently I don't know what I want. I know what everyone else wants, but what about me? Frankly, I'm tired of making bad choices for myself.
This is a problem even watching youtube videos of Rob Thomas cannot fix.
In other news, I haven't updated in a while! Therefore, I must update you.
Last monday night I went with Ben to the Break and Repair Method concert (I guess it was ACTUALLY Matt Nathanson's but...whatever Matt). I MET Paul Doucette. I texted cindy and michelle about it but they didn't really give me the reaction I wanted considering they know how in love with Matchbox Twenty I am. But I MET him. I have a picture of me with him, but I am lazy and don't want to post it.
Failed Macro exam. Got 80 on the Geo exam. I'm stressing. I need money.
Ugh. this doesn't even hold a candle to everyones recent updates. I just don't know what I can or cannot say. Shouldn't care, I know, but I do.
I'm pondering life and where I want to end up. I want a life that is moving like a good song. I want a love that keeps me strong. I want a house with a hundred acres of land. I want to feel like I'm doing something worth my while. I want friends that are here to stay.
I want to be a rock; and anchor. I want to hold it together.
I want some space and time.
But really, what I want most of all is to be happy with my own life.
Cryptic, I know. I just don't want to outright say anything because apparently I don't know what I want. I know what everyone else wants, but what about me? Frankly, I'm tired of making bad choices for myself.
This is a problem even watching youtube videos of Rob Thomas cannot fix.
In other news, I haven't updated in a while! Therefore, I must update you.
Last monday night I went with Ben to the Break and Repair Method concert (I guess it was ACTUALLY Matt Nathanson's but...whatever Matt). I MET Paul Doucette. I texted cindy and michelle about it but they didn't really give me the reaction I wanted considering they know how in love with Matchbox Twenty I am. But I MET him. I have a picture of me with him, but I am lazy and don't want to post it.
Failed Macro exam. Got 80 on the Geo exam. I'm stressing. I need money.
Ugh. this doesn't even hold a candle to everyones recent updates. I just don't know what I can or cannot say. Shouldn't care, I know, but I do.
I'm pondering life and where I want to end up. I want a life that is moving like a good song. I want a love that keeps me strong. I want a house with a hundred acres of land. I want to feel like I'm doing something worth my while. I want friends that are here to stay.
I want to be a rock; and anchor. I want to hold it together.
I want some space and time.
But really, what I want most of all is to be happy with my own life.
contemplative
oh wait <.< I did... with you... and Ryan ^-^ oh man was that a good night.
<3 desu Rachel-chan. I am a firm believer that everything will work out in the end, and I am especially sure that it will work out for you. you are going to have a great life, just don't sweat the small stuff so much. You will start getting gray hair.
AND! I think you are lying... get enough Rob Thomas you tube videos and anything can be solved. You could be dying of cancer, and the videos alone would put you in remission.
feel better rachel! I luff you!
How awesome that you got to meet Paul Doucette! Was he nice? Did you actually talk to him or was it all brief like.
Rachel, you know where you have to end up. You're going to end up living in a four and a half story house with me. And we're going to have pet goats... Don't forget, okay?
All I'm trying to say is that even though it may be hard to believe everything will be alright in the end. FOR CEREALS
Lawlz Gaki <(^_~)>