Making a Change:

To summarize why I'm in a terrible mood.

• I'm fsking tired.
• my mom doesn't approve of Ben merely because he isn't Christian
  
• ...that's pretty much it

I did snap at my dad, so tomorrow I'll be buying his favorite coffee and asking forgiveness.
Deep down, I hope he got at least a little mad at my mother and told her off or something. Anything.

She brought up that she didn't approve of Ben 1)In front of my cousin whom I haven't seen in two years and 2) in front of her side of the family including two people I don't really know who are VERY Christian. She'll no doubt be backed up by them: she knows it. Not only does this put a damper on the Christmas day thing (you know, good will towards fellow men) but this puts a major major strain on me as I do like my family and would...you know...like to be a part of it.

I feel at this point that I'm pretty much NEVER allowed to be happy for very long. I...am not sure what I did to deserve this but I don't think that I did much of anything. So... cut it out please? Thanks.