Making a Change:

my mother called my aunt and told her the "situation". Apparently my Aunt Janet will be calling me.

Though what I think will happen is they'll have a "sit down" with me when I'm home today. I half expect it. If that is the case I will be leaving promptly.
First off, I don't appreciate her going behind my back like that.
Secondly, this WILL cause me to dislike my family possibly forever.
Thirdly, it's not helping, it's hurting. I feel like I've been backed into a corner.
Lastly, this is probably the LEAST Christian thing to do- just so it isn't blamed on the faith of my family and...oh wait. Me too. NO WHERE does it say THOU SHALT SCRUTINIZE THY FAMILY


this is... really tearing me apart : /