Making a Change:

Learning From Experience.

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If we don't change, we don't grow. If we don't grow, we aren't really living.

-Gail Sheehy

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June 14th, 2009

She'll be alright, just not tonight

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For the past couple weeks I've been living at my parents' house. It has been weird because it doesn't feel like home to me because what was my room has turned into mine and my dad's room (my dad snores so loud that he can't sleep with my mom...). It's been kinda hectic going from babysitting to working at Pier One back to Aurora just to do it again the next day.

Pier One has been giving me a lot of hours. This is both good and bad... Lots of people have left: Kim, Sherri, Bessie, and now Holly. Farah is going to India to visit her family there for a few months. No one knows if Jessica is going to come back. She got injured in February and still hasn't been back to work. Brittany is going to school at CSU in the fall, so she'll be gone as soon as summer is over. Needless to say, we need people. I've offered to work more hours until the end of summer so that Bonnie has time to find more people. There is a Racheal that starts work today. Hopefully she'll stay a while.

Tonight I'm going back to Golden, finally. Though, I came back on Friday and spent the night. It was weird because since Michelle and Jason have been living there by themselves, they've kind of made it just their place. The kitchen has been taken over by recycling and Jason's kitchen things. I made a little room in the fridge for my things, and I put bread on the shelf which I think I've unofficially had for my stuff the entire year.
Went to the Parade and Celebration for Golden's 150th birthday. It was pretty awesome! Good cake too... Lots of free stuff.

Later, we re-arranged the stuff in the house because I thought it was about time for a change. My television is now in the kitchen area where the table used to be. After arranging Cindy, Kirk, Blair, Sean, and I watched Taken. I've seen that movie so many times, but it is always just as good. Michelle and Jason were out...I think bowling? Until about eleven, maybe ten. Didn't really talk to them much. The way it goes I guess.

Found out the internet wasn't working. That was kind of... upsetting. Especially because I start summer school next week and one of my books is online... Really need that fixed.

Packed up lots of my kitchen stuff. I think glassware will be next. Leave plates til near the end of my stay there.

Parents want me to move out of that house and into the sorority house that first week in July. Dad's taking off that week and says he wants to take my larger things (desk and such) out of there. May or may not be a good idea. They say they'll pay for those extra few weeks, but they don't have money and I know it so... I don't know. We'll see.

Looking into buying Kirk's Xbox 360 off of him. Get Xbox live to play with Kacie (<3!) which would be AWESOMELY FUN but horridly time-consuming. We'll see how well-off I am by the time Fall Semester comes around. Working so many shifts at Pier One will really be a great help though. No joke.

Went to Riley's Birthday yesterday. It was fun, and I saw a ton of people I haven't seen in forever. I love the Cuevas Family. They kind of rock.

Well, taking advantage of internet while I still have it so I better get to my pre-class reading.

Cheers!

April 6th, 2009

Hope my boyfriend don't mind it

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Forgot to add:
:D I have an interview for an internship with Oldcastle on the materials end.

YAY!

December 11th, 2008

You take the pieces of the dreams that you have

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Okay. so.

Got home from Ben's house today. Talked to my mom, ate cocoa rum balls (delicious), and picked up my brother. An hour after I pick up my brother, mom calls from Pier One asking for me to pick her up.
Get there, she is crying all over the place and in quite a bit of pain. She says go home, I say doctor. I take her to the ER. Ultrasound identifies a cyst. There is the culprit. Doctor says they are "typical" and... I'm skeptical but whatever. They give her pain meds and FINALLY release her at like ten at night.

Here I am now rushing to get laundry done before I leave tomorrow.

I'm really excited to leave, I'm not going to lie. However, I also would like to stay... But it's going to feel the same way when I have to leave Dove Creek next wednesday.

I got a solid C in physics, which makes me VERY VERY happy. Not taking that horrible horrible class ever ever again.

Um. Last night Ben and I had our first official date (unofficially you could actually say that our first date was...oh god, two years ago? around this time? We went ice skating) Qudoba and a movie. We saw Nobel Son and it was AWESOME. Alan Rickman is still a sexy beast.

HOWEVER, Ben's been feeling dizzy and so he went to the doctor today (well I guess it's actually yesterday now...) and he is sick. Poor Ben.

Really that's it. Quick update for you all.

Have a great week. :D

p.s. ImissyouguysalreadyD:!

August 4th, 2008

Now you're gone

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Be aware: very detailed to the point of it really not mattering much to the story )

July 24th, 2008

Cold hearts and warm machines

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So yesterday was my "official" first day at Pier 1 (she counted my half an hour on monday as some time). I trained for register, which is surprisingly easy. If it doesn't scan, type in the number. No tag? look it up.

 

I really like the people there. They are so friendly and nice and stuff. I met... Katie- who is getting married soon, Joni- a single mom of two older children who is getting her 4-year degree, er... I want to say Lauren?- who is a drama teacher at Arvada West. They are all really fun people who I'd really like to work with more.

 

Joni, the single mom, has a nephew that goes to Mines. She was trying to set me up, which was kind of funny. He is friends with Evan Pilot (sp?), which sounded uber familiar. But then I'm like "oh, no. I'm already seeing someone." Which was all good and dandy, "No harm expanding you're social circle at any rate!" No Joni, no harm indeed.

 

I already helped someone! They wanted this one jewelry case and I was like "there are some in back, we can get it for you when you're all ready." But then she was like "I'll think about it" and left. But still!

 

"worked" 3 1/2 hours, since they said I could leave after I was done training. Next time I go in I have to watch movies. ugh.

 

There is so much stuff in that store that I'd kill to have, no joke. Really, like there is this SWEET looking 4-poster bed that is...oh my goodness. So amazing (but I have a thing for 4-poster beds so...).

 

Apparently you can get paid 1.5 times normal pay for working holidays, so when the time comes I might work Thanksgiving, Easter, maybe even Christmas. My family pretty much has two of each of these holidays anyway (one on the day, one either earlier or later), so why not? We'll see what happens.

 

I will hopefully start getting things packed as of tonight. Start cleaning out my desk so I can dismantle it... That's one of the first things I want to move, actually. Along with my mattress, wicker basket, tv (bigger one), and dishes. Eventually need to start a list so I don't forget anything.

 

My cat totally killed the toilet paper my mom got. So we have maybe three good rolls out of that.

 

I'm pretty excited.

 

 

Dude, I'm so tired right now that it's not even funny. I didn't stay up too late (a little after eleven), and I got up at 6:20. So about seven hours of sleep. What is your problem, body?

 

Maybe I can sneak up to my brother's cube (since he is gone at church camp) and snatch a quick nap. Don't think it's a wise idea though... So I'll just go ahead and pump myself full of diet soda so I don't sleep (because if I sleep I risk being fired AND/OR getting a drug screening). Oh work, how you kill me so.

 

So it's friggen cold in here. I have to wear fall clothing to work just so I can keep warm. I really hate it. You see, when I get cold I want to sleep. cold = sleep, kind of like bears that go into hibernation. That doesn't help my "I apparently didn't get enough sleep" scenario. So I guess what I have to do is make my self obnoxiously hot so that I'm so uncomfortable that I don't fall asleep. Good deal.

 

So I'm trying this thing where I'm actually trying to look like a girl. This is not an easy task, mind you, because I have little to no self confidence when it comes to girl stuff. Since my face is having the breakout from hell, no make-up as of yet. I'm wearing shoes that some lady at payless helped me pick out.

Right. I'll tell you that story, since I haven't told it yet (I'm at work and bored, sorry). It all started when I was purchasing a last minute baby-shower gift for Sam. I see payless and I'm like "I'm starting a Pier 1, and I have no good looking shoes for the job besides heels (which I'm NOT wearing for 4+ hours while standing. Even I'm not that awesome). So I go in and start looking. I base what I'm getting off what Stephanie has showed me since she's more of a girl AND works a standing-all-freaking-day job. The lady comes over, noticing my trouble. I think to myself "She stands all day, she'd know what to buy!" So I tell her that I'm starting a new job where I need business casual shoes that I can stand all day in. "You'll want something like this."

She pulls out these black shoes that remind me of this one pair of green shoes I had when I was little. I loved those shoes...

I put them on, and they are the comfiest shoes I have put on my feet since...forever. Not on sale, but you can't disagree with ample padding. The lady leaves me to my own devices and I choose a brown pair that is similar. My dad always said, you need one pair of black shoes and one pair of brown shoes, and then you are set for just about anything.

 

My adventure ended with me going to the baby shower. Sam’s family is sometimes very open about sex. It’s kind of funny, considering… yeah.

 

So I actually feel pretty important today. And now I found stuff I didn’t know existed! Huzzah! Go me! And pretty much it’s the same thing I’ve been doing, but this was on a core that I hadn’t seen yet so! One less for me! Again, HUZZAH!

 

What else can I talk about during my blatant waste of time?

Oh goodness I just smelled a delicious brownie. I had some brownie this morning, did I mention? It was delicious. I kind of want to go to The Market to get some cheesecake ice cream. They say you can’t get much for under $5 downtown, well obviously they’re eating at places like the cheesecake factory where you’re lucky if you can eat there for under ten dollars. Lunch today is on the company since this lady named Sonya is up. She’s in IT, I think, and since my dad is in IT I get to go with for their lunch (not to mention I get along with them very well).

 

I was so relieved when yesterday the girls at Pier One weren’t afraid to start asking me questions and stuff. Really, I like talking about everything and I’m glad they aren’t like the people in cubes here who barely ever talk to me (I don’t know why, but I think it might have to do with how I don’t really WORK all that often…but whatever).

 

Er… Grant is doing well, I guess. They’ve been having quite a few electric storms there. Nothing really new to report, just lots of giggling and being stupidly happy. It’s a nice feeling, though. I just… really really like him. Yeah. Excellent. Now you know.

 

Only two hours (ish) left. Then it’s lunch time! I love lunch time, not for the food, but for the company. I kind of sit here in my own little world, and sometimes, like today, it gets boring. I wish I could read something, but I would get in trouble. I wish I could fall asleep, but again- trouble. Drinking can after can of caffeine is not a good idea either. Just last week I was off it. Seriously. WTF body, W.T.F.

 

I suppose that if I actually went to bed at a reasonable time I’d be alright but… ugh.

 

Okay, something else about work. Some people decide that they need to KNOCK on all the cubicle walls. Not only does it freak me out, it makes me think someone needs my attention. So after someone knocks, here I am looking around for the person but they’re not there! Come on. YARG.  AND I don’t like backing to a walkway. It also freaks me out. Even when I’m doing actual work, it’s just hella distracting. I suppose there is no cure for that but…could you have at least arranged it so that my desk faces another way so I don’t get people looking at the back of my head all the time?

 

So my mom got me sheets that will fit a regular mattress. I told her not to, but she didn’t listen. But she also got me a mattress pad that is somewhat fluffy, which is good. My mom shops deals excellently.

 

Found the official Nabaztag/tag site. All systems are go for motivation. EXCELLENT.

June 3rd, 2008

Since no one voted, I chose.

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Mansfield Park – Jane Austen

March 9th, 2008

Collapsing into the world

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I went to visit my grandfather in the hospital with my mom today.
In case you don't know: I hate hospitals. Something about the cleanliness and how every thing is so quiet just irks me.
Anyway, he's at the new hospital off of Parker- it's nice. You enter the lobby and there is this giant brick wall. On the adjacent wall, there is a picture of a couple with Jesus. It's kind of odd to see that in such a public place. It was a good picture though, the artist should be proud.

We get there and my grandfather is sitting and trying to eat his dinner. He has dentures, so it's hard for him to chew sometimes. He also has arthritis so he can't really cut his meat without you seeing him wince.

Right there next to him is the container for the stuff that "comes out" if you get what I mean. It's just all around gross.

He started having a coughing fit, and you could tell some stuff was still in his lungs. He rocked back and forth while he was talking- you know that he isn't doing so hot.

But, as my grandfather always does, he makes jokes about everything. I'm pretty sure he's where I got my sense of humor from.

The nurse wasn't all that nice. She came in and told him he needed to take this Iron IV drip thing and she needed to watch him for an hour or so. She tried to get him to move rooms, but my grandpa said no. In defense for the nurse, my grandpa isn't exactly the kindest patient. He's always trying to find some way to push your buttons. He's only joking, usually, though.

I couldn't look when they were playing with his IV tubes. They always do that when I'm visiting him, and I HATE it. Needles terrify me.

Apparently he's doing better though. One of his doctors said he might be able to come home this week.



All this hospital visiting makes me wonder how my grandparents can afford it. He's in the hospital so much...

My plan for tomorrow before I leave:
Fill tires on left side
run/jog/speedwalk
explore the creek a bit?
go to Barnes and Noble and pick up the books Cindy put on reserve for me (<3!!)
start the washer with MY sheets


Amy's been stealing the washer and dryer for her crap even though I need it more...
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