Making a Change:

I had probably the worst nightmare I've had since I was a child.

It was like a slasher movie, you know, suspenseful.
I'm at some house that resembles Chris's without the stairs in the place they are and a longer family room.

We hear reports of this insane guy, but blow it off. The doorbell rings and I don't remember who, but someone goes to check who is there. This person in a trench coat and a hat over his face is on the doorstep with an ax. What is so horrid about this dream is, unlike others, I saw the ax come down on this person and blood going everywhere.

I run and this guy ends up getting my license. I can't go home because this guy knows where I live, and I can't stay because he's in that house.

The cops are called, and I run to the neighbor's house where my parents happen to be. There the lady's children (there are two, boy and girl) don't talk. Then, out of some miracle they talk, however they are talking to this little girl whom the insane guy had killed. I turn around and there the girl is, the top of her head chopped off brutally.
Then I woke up.
friggen hour before I have to be up

Honestly if I never sleep again... I'll be good.

I had a dream last night and it was weird. There was something going on with my family, and I had to go visit them in a far away place. A bunch of people were gone, like killed, and there were like three families left on the earth.
I get to my family's compound, and something is not right. They have become possessed and are trying to kill me. I escape somehow by giving them a tickle-me-elmo (wtf?) and I run to my grandparent's house where my dad is staying. For a while it's fine, but then gradually I realize that they are also possessed. I then go back to the dorm- running- to plan out how to escape (even though by leaving my grandparent's house I have already escaped...).
In the end I was able to escape by using a laptop as shield and honey-like-stuff to fend off my family.

Today was...kinda sucky.

Woke up after having a very graphic dream that contained Eric. Continuously through the day I kept thinking about it and it made me upset : /

Lang was...special. People were bashing Mines. I had to speak up because they were only talking about the situation, not the learning environment. They were being completely biased.

I hate it when people are like that.


Human Geo was...okay I suppose. Before I got to class I caught michelle leaving. Kinda got worried because she looked very tired and distressed. Only three hours of sleep does that for you...

Got sent to the dean for the Unexused absences to the class I shouldn't have had. Got a little upset about that. They are fixing it so hopefully it will be okay by tomorrow. If not...I don't even know.

Third I spent with Cindy. She told me about her trip to Subway and seeing Eric with some girl. Told her that he apparently is desperate and is throwing himself at any girl.
Went to Chipotle.
"Accused" michelle of being pregnant. XD

fourth...I managed to make a teacup. ALSO made a really hella thick pot going to probably trash it. It...is craptacular.

On the way home, saw Eric driving.
I almost cried.


That on top of that dream last night...yeah.

Got up EXTREMELY late this morning. Had a dream that I was in South Africa and there was a war going on.

Apparently I was pregnant for some odd reason and was the only white girl there (it was a school full of girls). And...I had to go and save this one girl from being killed by this group of rebel militants. Faaaaantastic.






that was mostly for my own benefit by the way >.>

I had a ...awesome/weird dream last night.

I was in Dove Creek.
stuff happened.
and I woke up VERY dissapointed that I was not in Dove Creek.
because...I was being held in my dream.
and I was all cuddle-squish like.


Mom finally got the pills for my kidney stone or whatever it is.

If the problem continues, I'm to go to the ER asap and get an ultrasound /nod


Checked email to see that Eric had replied to my "do you want your stuff back?" title.
He said he didn't care so I guess it's mine now. well, what is left of it. I gave back most of the stuff...the more expensive stuff. so put his shirt on the bottom of the shirt drawer so I don't have to see it for a while. I like the shirt, but it reminds me of him.
Ninja turtles man...

I actually have his Trigun disks. Fantastic series. They are the ones that Tommy no-doubt stole from him, and then Tommy gave them to me. I feel awkward having them, but it is too fantastic a series to really care. mmmmm morals

But...you know...he wants things this way. He doesn't want to talk, I called him out on it, and now it's like he was never there.

It's for the best.
Sooner I get the feeling out of my system, the better.
three weeks down. seventeen to go.

My cousin always told me that for every month you were dating, it will take that many weeks to get over the person.
twenty months=twenty weeks.
That takes me into...summer I do believe

oh well. no need to fuss. things are okay.

Okay.


I've actually been getting things done recently. It's quite exillerating. The clothes that have been laying on my floor for the past few weeks got picked up and were washed. In the process of putting them away.
SciTech project is about done. Need to get the presentation part rolling, but I have all the info the way I want it on the slides.

Math is going to be done...soon. When I get to it. I've been spending more time blogging here and talking to friends than doing much...but I suppose that is getting things done too, right? Letting people know I'm okay and not dying.

Need...caffinated beverage.
Caffine high is leaving. ugh. hate that feeling SO much.

I can't do it. I really can't do it.


Did I say I had a nightmare about chemistry last night? well, I did.

Mrs. Mazingo was yelling the whole time and every time she took a breath, she sucked in so much she looked anorexic.

and if memory serves correctly, she has these demons try to eat me because I didn't finish in the alloted time.




I'm giving up on this quarter's webassigns. I'll get help, like I have been for the last couple chapters, but I can't do the rest.


AND! the last two chapter 14 ones we haven't learned the material for so....kinda hard to do them... yeah.